Her
I still remember the first day we met; I finally grew a pair and talked to you and the connection was automatic like a positive and a negative on a magnet. We finally exchanged skype screen names and that day will forever be burned into my head. That day was something extremely amazing. Seeing your smile, the gleam in your eyes when you smiled or when I said something ridiculous and made you laugh, that Mr. 3000 poster behind your bed, how green your eyes were and the fact we stayed up until 5-6am each day we skyped and until this day, still do so. Whoever thought two people in different countries would meet and start to fall for each other. Things were moving fast but we grabbed control of the steering wheel and started to adjust and work things out. Then things really started to take off. The instant Best friend connection was remarkable. This feeling in my gut that I haven’t had for almost 6 years is coming back. This is all surreal. I continuously ask myself “How did I get so lucky?”. Explaining her to someone has to be the hardest thing I’ve done. Not because I’m shy but just because she’s so remarkable and different it’s just hard to put in words besides “amazing”. From falling asleep together to me sending you Good Morning texts each day to waking up and seeing your smiling face in person and via skype just gives me this feeling of pure happiness, something I haven’t felt in years. You’re the reason I wake up and smile. I know the distance is kicking our ass from time to time but I know we can do it. At times we both do sit and tear up and cry and wish we were there. We do wish that we were like other couples and kiss and hold each other when ever we want; but we know we can’t cause this is just how it has to be. I will give her all the reassurance that I can, to show we can do it and we like each other that much to just give up after only almost one week. Yeah a week, but it feels like we’ve known each other for years. I’m sure most of you have had that connection with at least one person in your life. But, all in all. She’s amazing, I can’t just give up and we both won’t give up. Counting down each day to see her and plan days months in advance to see her something I will never stop doing. I enjoy putting that cute smile back on her face and making her happy. People say distance drives relationships apart, but not this one. This one is driving us closer. Closer than we ever imagined. This is faith, faith brought us together, thanks to tumblr for joining us together, I guess you can call it “tumblahlove” or we “tumbled into each others lives”. The road is going to be tough but we can do it. Forever and Ever..and infinity babe.